i fell asleep...

with my computer in my lap.

the "create new post" window open.

and drool running run down my chin.



... i'm on the right track, right?

hell froze over.

my heart beats big. bright. barbie doll pink.

flesh breathes. muscles tear. stretching to fit around it.

i. am in a big way right now.

my massive shifts in mood. they are reflective. this pendulum turned wrecking ball. back and forth - we swing. leaving craters in the walls that used to house everything i protected myself from.


perpetual. this motion has started.

but the question. of direction.

it still stirs. unanswered.