Sigh... I'm drunk with love.

I miss this good, mushy, I've-got-this-person-out-there-that-I-think-the-world-of... and-they-care-about-me-too love.
Haven't felt this love in long time.
Wish this love wasn't in Arizona.
However, feel very lucky to have this love at all.

This is the love that I will write about in my photo albums, baby books and scrap book quotes. This is the love I will tell my grandkids about.

This is the love of a friend I want so badly to touch.
Damn.

Must seek more of this love and revel in it.
Good God, did you have any idea what kind of amazing shit you put on this planet?!?!?!?

I'm workin on it. I swear. I really would like to go back and erase this last week. My poopiness got a little outta control. But i take it back. I don't wanna be negative, bitchy, bitter liz. She is funny... but that is where the attractive qualities end.
I think we can all say that idealistic, romantic, semi-optimistic and cheery Liz is way cooler. And she is pretty funny too. Plus... I hear she can sing.

Anyways... I apologize for losing sight of what I like about my life... and myself.
I just haven't, until very recently, been reminded about all the gifts I have been given... and I sorta forgot about the positives.

It's easy to lose those shiny starz when there is no moon to reflect their light.