Woa. Overload, much? I love running around like a chicken with my head cut off. IT'S JUST GREAT.

Sigh, now I have a decision to make. And I dunno what to do. I guess honesty is the best policy... and to be honest I don't know. We shall just have to see what happens on both ends, I guess. Why can't life ever be simple?
I have gotten soooo little sleep these past few days... and it has had nothing to do with school work. I am just on crack. Total raving maniac. I don't understand why people are even putting up with me at all, let alone wanting to spend time with me and talk to me. I'm just... still trying to deal with the situation... and I don't want to screw anyone over.

So be patient with me... I'm workin on it.

And goodness gracious! Our first Winterguard competition is this Saturday. I am soooo nervous and scared- I just don't want the kids to be disappointed. We have all put so much work into it... and I feel responsible for the success or failure of the group. It just means a lot to me... and no one seems to realize how big a deal this is in my life.
Everyone has been telling me these things are over by 3pm... but guess what time we perform?!?!! 6:05pm! There go my plans for that evening. Yes... I actually had plans. Haters. Gotta ruin everything.