Yeah. So. People are avoiding me. Or threatening to avoid me. Or weird with me. I can name at least 5 people. What is going on? What did I do? It is almost like as soon as I get into a good modd and start enjoying myself... people run far, far away from me. Am I scaring people away? Self Doubt is a bitch. I can't just brush it off of my shoulders... happiness takes effort on my part, because it takes a lack of effort. I'm not good at just letting things be. I like stirring things up. Maybe I have stirred too much? Maybe I ate too much?

Yuck, reading back over this post totally makes me realize how I scare people away. Yer on crack, Liz. Settle down.