Tuesday, September 24, 2002

I really want Dan to show me how to fix the garbage disposal.

The smell in the kitchen by the sink is getting pretty disgusting. ugh.

In case you haven't read my latest rant on bitter yet, there is a link. that basically sums up my mood for the evening. Rommel and Rick came over to try and drag me to $Buds, but it didn't work. Now I'm just kinda sitting here thinking about all the homework i should be doing. It's all Adolescent Studies' fault. We watched a 2 hour documentary on the school shooting in Oregon. Yeah, I cried. So did half the class. Just so sad... it makes me very frustrated with people. And with my feminine friends Paula, Mary and Sally... I accordingly got into it with a few of those choice people.

I didn't want the kid to go to jail. I mean... what does that do? Like he hasn't suffered enough already. Shoulda just let him kill himself. I just cannot get over it. If you don't know what I'm talking about... look it up- it'll be worth the effort. I just want to hold him.

In fact, that's it. I am in dire need of compassion. I need to be held. Or to hold someone and really feel it.

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