Of Boys and Men.

That h2o advisory should not have been lifted last week. Because something is seriously in the water.

Or maybe I'm ovulating. Who knows.

Whatever the reason... it's back.
Almost 8 months later... my sexuality is finally back.

And while part of me would just love to celebrate that fact, we all know that this means trouble.

Thick, delicious, nasty trouble.

Don't get me wrong, here. I had a couple post break-up hook-ups. But there was no magic there. Just a desperate prayer that I was still alive. That my body still worked. That men did, in fact, find me attractive.

Needless to say... they didn't work.

But now I enter a much more dangerous phase.

My heart has always been ready to go. And now my body aching to follow. But my brain is still skeptical. My brain knows better. My brain doesn't want me to make the same mistakes.

In other words, my brain is cock blockin'... and I kind of want to HURT someone.