in less than a month everything will be different.

i'll be back in G'burg. the weather will be lovely. i will ache for a spring fling, but vent my frustrations through spring cleaning my mother's house. i won't be working with the preschoolers. or the winterguard. i won't have any reason to talk to or see drum guy.

i will be working for value village (keep your fingers crossed). i'll be sleeping in my brother's old room. i'll be a nanny and a caregiver for the two women who have done those very things for me my entire life. i won't have access to my computer (don't worry... i will be using my brother's to update).

today i will put in my 2 and a half week's notice in at the preschool. i have a feeling that this will not go over well. but i've made my decision and that's all there is to it.

tonight melissa is having a birthday dinner. my brother and i will be an hour late. i'm really excited about it, though. she is a wonder and an inspiration. then afterwards i will finally get to see Miracle. i hope it gives me an excuse to cry.

then i will sleep over at my mom's and vote with her in the morning. then i have a winterguard sectional followed by a shift at the preschool. then the olive garden with the roomies.

shit. you all don't care. i hate posts like this. i'm just going to have a very busy fucking week. yes. and i'm not feeling poetic. so i'm sorry this post is so mechanical. but sometimes i just feel mechanical.

goin through the motions. yep. ok. i'm done.