Sunday, March 28, 2004

touche

l2icochet: hows yer mum?
AmngStarz: alive
l2icochet: thats a start
AmngStarz: she's getting a little bored i think
l2icochet: of course
l2icochet: what about you?
l2icochet: how are you holding up?
l2icochet: it really gets to me when i read your posts and don't have any comments to leave
AmngStarz: im here
AmngStarz: i dont really know to be honest
AmngStarz: i think i would be depressed if i werent so damn sick of being depressed
l2icochet: you don't sound too optimistic
l2icochet: i know what you mean
AmngStarz: i was kinda bummed when i opened my page tonight and there were no comments on like the last five fucking posts
AmngStarz: i was looking forward to interaction
l2icochet: sometimes you just dont open yourself up for them
l2icochet: i mean
l2icochet: i dont know how to explain it
l2icochet: like you just are too damn good at overanylizing that there's nothing left to be said
l2icochet: kinda
AmngStarz: lol
AmngStarz: i guess i just need to suck it up
AmngStarz: i care too much i think
l2icochet: but you can't really do that
l2icochet: that's like pigeon holing yourself
l2icochet: kinda
l2icochet: you do care too much
l2icochet: too much to give up
l2icochet: which is why you haven't yet
l2icochet: you're just frustrated
l2icochet: methinks
l2icochet: of course
l2icochet: but i'm not the one with the degree in this crap :-P
AmngStarz: just cause you are supposed to know about it its still ahrd to deal with
l2icochet: oh i know
AmngStarz: i cannot speak english
AmngStarz: ugh
l2icochet: knowing that it's the right thing to do or the right way to feel doesn't make it any easier to do or feel it
AmngStarz: yeah
l2icochet: i'm battling with a crappy wireless keyboard :-P
l2icochet: and you know how hard it is for me to just let a sentance with grammatical errors and typo's go
AmngStarz: yes yes
AmngStarz: i thought of you after i wrote that sentance about love poems and grammar checks
l2icochet: lol
l2icochet: i was wondering if i was making a cameo
AmngStarz: naw
AmngStarz: that whole italic part was fiction
AmngStarz: dunno where the hell it came from
AmngStarz: i really like that post though
l2icochet: i have to say liz, that i love our relationship
l2icochet: it kinda just struck me
AmngStarz: ......?
l2icochet: that even though we put ourselves through some awkward stuff
l2icochet: we're still really close and understanding
l2icochet: i've had too many people just turn around and walk away when one aspect of our relationship changed
AmngStarz: yep
l2icochet: ie: break up so therefore never speak again
AmngStarz: its lame
l2icochet: and i really respect you for it
l2icochet: :-)
AmngStarz: y
AmngStarz: dont
AmngStarz: i just hope it helps you spot the shallow retards sooner now
l2icochet: just because it's mature, proper, and the "right" thing to do doesn't negate its commendability
AmngStarz: hehe
AmngStarz: how do you spell touche
l2icochet: touché
AmngStarz: i win
l2icochet: hmm?
AmngStarz: i spelled it right
l2icochet: well
l2icochet: you missed the accent
l2icochet: :-P
AmngStarz: shuttup

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