i'm so flipping excited.
life is gorgeous right now... and i love how it always seems to take this turn upward after a period of poopiness. growth, change and life really do develop out of stagnancy, fear and death.
i want to share all of it with you folks out here in internet land- i really do. but sometimes my writing just can't do it justice... and i won't lie- i've been really busy and uninterested in typing up journal entries.
not spending even an hour in front of the computer every day has been very liberating. that, along with not spending hours on the phone every night, has helped me let go of a lot of self-perpetuated depression.
possibility in itself has truly become the love of my life... and right now my horizon is full of it.
changing the focus of my hopes and ideals from that of love and relationships to that of self-exploration, creation and discovery... that has put me in control of my destiny. that has finally given me the permission i have been denying myself since adolescence to really live the way i want to.
moment by moment. day by day. my journey now has direction and purpose and i can't wait to meet my ever-changing and developing challenges for myself head on.
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