Monday, June 06, 2005

words from the gut:

i honestly don't know what i am more upset about... the fact that it is over... or the fact that i called that shit from the beginning and managed to fool myself into thinking that i was wrong.

that i actually chose a fantasy world that i knew deep down would never exist... i CHOSE it. i said "please, come tear my heart and and make me more disillusioned. i'll like it. i swear."

and i did.

i adored every make-believe second of it.

such an idiot. fuck me.

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