Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Vaginal Secretions (or lack thereof).

starz: i havent masturbated since the last time dave and i had sex
starz: the 21st of april
starz: i cant think about sex
starz: it makes me want to vomit
INFP: i had the exact same phenomenon after my worst breakup too
INFP: i didn't even want to get CLOSE to a guy, like i was afraid they were bad emotional luck
starz: i feel ugly.
starz: i dont want to think about myself in a sexual position
starz: because that grosses me out
starz: i see myself as some fat gross thing that was pity fucked for the last 4 months
INFP: but you weren't pity fucked
starz: its how i feel though
INFP: he wouldn't have had sex with you if he didn't find you attractive, he wouldn't have been able to get it up
starz: self deprecation is kicking my ass harder than anything else ever has before
INFP: *hug*

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