Welcome Back to the Emo-Fest.

Part of cutting yourself off socially is that you forget how mean people can be.

The lying, gossiping, two-faced nature of it all.

I think I had also forgotten that my big mouth is probably my greatest flaw and asset all at the same time. In the past month, I have been called "scary" and "too real."

Laura: i just don't get it
me: i do
Laura:how can people do things like this to each other?
me: they put their needs above everyone else's

just imagine...

if you could fight your programming to care about others and doing the right thing
and just worry about yourself and instant gratification
only have to cater to your own fears and insecurities
just operate in that little box
and shut anyone out that challenges you

god. it would be so...
it would be so...


fucking. boring.

Laura: i guess thats the problem...i CAN'T imagine that