free time outlines minutes i should have spent typing here, jogging there, and laughing everywhere. or preparing healthy meals, saving money, taking pictures, reading books not yet read and returning emails not yet answered. minutes i could have made mine. hours that could have been spent creating, dancing, singing, sweating, bleeding -- instead of wasting. days, weeks and months i could have been making love to myself... instead of men who i wish loved me.
i could already have my grad degree. or hundreds of pages published (or at least photocopied). or dozens of songs written, sung, performed and recorded. or blue prints and business proposals for the B&W.
but i don't. i just have dreams. hopes. and maybe a twinge of regret.
Monday, October 06, 2008
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but now you have the knowledge of time wasted. forget it, and move forward. take this shit where it needs to go.
Dreams and hopes are cool. It's good to work toward them, and it's good to simultaneously bask in the present moment... and if that means unrequited love, then so be it... there are worse ways to waste a life.
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