Pass the 40s: hey
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Auto response from AmngStarz: don't lose your way...


just let me sleep... ;-)
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Pass the 40s: so i heard
Pass the 40s: a few choice words
Pass the 40s: that makes me believe
Pass the 40s: as ive been talking to you
Pass the 40s: you have been extremely fake
Pass the 40s: sorority girl fake, even
Pass the 40s: because i met a few oas who were asking me what the beef was all about
Pass the 40s: and i was of course caught unawares
Pass the 40s: and i of course did not respond in kind
Pass the 40s: to the trash talking that i am led to believe you have been a part of
Pass the 40s: or rather to main part
Pass the 40s: the
Pass the 40s: so i apologize for believing that you could actually be reasonable
Pass the 40s: and i retract any apology, friendship, or otherwise positive vive
Pass the 40s: viber
Pass the 40s: because i was sorely mistaken, and tonight it was revealed to me
Pass the 40s: i am sorry i spent time and energy on a worthless cause, a bitter bitch who has nothing better to do but increase the drama
Pass the 40s: goodbye
Pass the 40s signed off at 1:51:46 AM.


What a wonderful way to start the day.
Those cruchy bitch slaps to the brain go nicely with my bagel and cream cheese.

Matt, this is now public domain. I have done NOTHING to you, let alone try to hurt you- EVER. You take your insecurities out on me because you know that I am very emotional and take things like this very personally. You just repeatedly bend me over and ASS FUCK me every chance you get. Well, no more. I have nothing more to say to you except that you are an insecure, assuming, hyperly-paranoid and self-obsessed RETARD (pardon the non-PC use of the word). For someone who says how much they hate "drama," you sure have skills in being melodramatic.

You get to live the rest of your life knowing that you unfairly judged me and purposefully tried to hurt me more times than I can remember. Yes Matt, you hurt me. And if that's what you were looking for... then you win.

Hope you enjoy your prize.

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I have got to accept that not everyone is going to like me all of the time... and that's ok. I need to stop letting people like this make me feel this horrible.

No more time, energy, thought or love for people who do nothing but insist on trying to bring me down. I feel like I have had more than my fair share of friends who have taken advantage of me and how I deal with people. It seems like honesty is not the best policy... all it has ever done for me is get me called a liar and a fake.

Well, whatever - I'm real, honest, and fucking amazing. My mommy and daddy say so. You all can think what you want... I hope that it makes you feel better about yourselves. I'm done trying to justify myself, and walking around on eggshells for people because I want to only bring good things for them. No more sacrificing for people who do nothing but take.

I am emotional... and proud of it. The few people who know about this situation have advised me to just let it go and not even respond... to pretend it doesn't affect me... but that's not my style. I'm glad I have gotten to the point where experiences like these help me learn and grow. They make me stronger. And I want that to be well documented. Having such painful and sad emotions really help me appreciate the positive and warm emotions I get from other people in my life.

Self-righteous and bitchy- yes.
Bitter- you bet your fat ass.
Worthless- yipe! i just got a cramp from laughing.