proving you wrong ... one lie at a time

so i'm in gaithersburg again all this week (that's why i still haven't been posting much). for some odd reason, i get really introverted and weird when i stay at my mom's for long periods of time.

but let's not go there right now.

lots of people i know are breaking up. it's kinda scary. summer flings are supposed to last the WHOLE summer. i guess if they suck that bad, though... you want to get rid of them so you can find a new one right quick. party party and all that jazz. seriously, though... good luck to all of you who are hurting right now. try to appreciate it for what it was, learn and grow from your experiences.

and yeah it's easy for me to say all that crap, but i say it to myself when i'm in a tight spot too. so ::raspberry::

there is just something about jordan from NFG's annoying punk-boi voice that just makes me tingle. still. i'll never forget that concert at the church back during my freshman year of college. man. that's where i heard dashboard for the first time too. and both groups... blown up out the ass now. kudos to them. even if it isn't the same anymore.

so i think i might have met a new he. more news on that as it develops. send some good luck vibes my way, though.

AND i have finally caved, people. i'm calling a temp agency tomorrow. hopefully i'll work my ass off the last three weeks in july and then jump head first into the guard season. that is... unless i can swindle a free trip to westchester. oh flag camp... how i sweat thee.

i think i might go outside now and try to hang out with my ghetto neighbors. then i'll come back later and write some poetry.

hold me to that shit, ok?!