I'm sick.

Not a good time for this. Cannot miss school. Have 14 hour days coming up, work work work and dentist appt to deal with.

Am bored with website. No motivation. Feel like huge turd. Is that how you spell turd? terd? No, definitely turd.

Trying not to be poopie. Sucky valentines day. Sucky school issues. Mucho pressuro with PB... first performance on friday or saturday. Scared. Lonely. Seems like I'm never not going to be screwed over. Seems like I keep getting shat on... no matter how hard I try and how much I put into things.

And now I am sick. And watching flipped on MTV.

People are stupid.
Want to have pity party.
But will not.

Want to beat something. hard.

Hey Baby is the most retarded song ever. Bad Gwen. Bad.