I miss my Joe-Nell.

AmongStarz: ::hug::
Sugar Baby 8i8: hey!
Sugar Baby 8i8: how are you?
AmongStarz: ugh
Sugar Baby 8i8: that good huh?
AmongStarz: just more and more poopiness.
AmongStarz: your profile is wonderful
AmongStarz: i have gotta say...
AmongStarz: you two are in part one of the only reasons i have faith in love.
Sugar Baby 8i8: what's poopy?
AmongStarz: too much to even get into
Sugar Baby 8i8: i'm sorry
AmongStarz: but i'd hafta say the number one poop
AmongStarz: that would make all the other poop not really matter
AmongStarz: is the fact that i feel very alone.
Sugar Baby 8i8: why do you feel alone?
AmongStarz: same reasons i always have
AmongStarz: no one im really close to
Sugar Baby 8i8: i mean other than me not being there
AmongStarz: no time to foster any real relationships
Sugar Baby 8i8: you have me
AmongStarz: no one really has a clue what i do all day
AmongStarz: or what i believe in and stand for
Sugar Baby 8i8: i know that feeling
AmongStarz: im like runnin this marathon and have no one to run with or anyone even watching
Sugar Baby 8i8: i'm watching... just via satellite
AmongStarz: all i get is negative feedback
AmongStarz: making fun of guard
AmongStarz: my major
AmongStarz: what i wanna do with my life
AmongStarz: mad at me that i have no free time
AmongStarz: people talking about how sorry they feel for me
AmongStarz: im so sorry i am dumping on you
Sugar Baby 8i8: feel sorry for you? why because you have found something that you are passionate about and you make it happen
AmongStarz: i just wanted to say hello and smile because you are here.
Sugar Baby 8i8: first of all anyone who shits on you for your plans for your life isn't worth you making time for them
AmongStarz: they feel sorry for me because i am too nice... i care too much... i have to work so much... etc
AmongStarz: they dont shit on me
AmongStarz: they just poke fun
AmongStarz: tell me im not gonna make any money
AmongStarz: or get anywhere
Sugar Baby 8i8: they're wrong
AmongStarz: how im slacking and need to get a job asap
Sugar Baby 8i8: you have a job
AmongStarz: how im not on top of things
AmongStarz: no like a real job
AmongStarz: get an internship
AmongStarz: hurry hurry hurry
AmongStarz: stop wearing jeans and t-shirts
AmongStarz: lose weight
AmongStarz: youll never get a guy if you don't smile
AmongStarz: stop doing guard
Sugar Baby 8i8: i wish i could kick them all in the shins
Sugar Baby 8i8: really hard...
Sugar Baby 8i8: life isn't about doing what everyone else wants when they want it
AmongStarz: no one seems to like my take on it
Sugar Baby 8i8: it's about making your own way in the world and doing it on your own terms...
Sugar Baby 8i8: and you have plans, so screw their timeline
Sugar Baby 8i8: you have a whole lifetime ahead of you... take your time
AmongStarz: i just wish i had someone who really did care about me
AmongStarz: enough not to talk shit about me
AmongStarz: or secretly hate and be jealous of me
AmongStarz: or someone who would listen and respect my take on things
Sugar Baby 8i8: you need to get rid of the people who make you feel this way
AmongStarz: i dont have time to find anyone new
AmongStarz: u are far away
AmongStarz: no one understands
Sugar Baby 8i8: so transfer here
AmongStarz: lol
Sugar Baby 8i8: live with me... it's cheap...
Sugar Baby 8i8: SU is cheaper and it's a good school
AmongStarz: i cant leave my family.
AmongStarz: i dont even think u all have a family studies program
AmongStarz: thats sad that im actually analyzing this option
Sugar Baby 8i8: it's not sad
AmongStarz: just hug me
AmongStarz: ::snuggle::
Sugar Baby 8i8: ::HUGE HUG::
AmongStarz: when can i come visit
Sugar Baby 8i8: hmm...
Sugar Baby 8i8: you're talking to the girl who is as busy as you
AmongStarz: i know
AmongStarz: i was thinkin late november or early december
Sugar Baby 8i8: pick a weekend in early december and i'll request off
AmongStarz: aight
AmongStarz: ill let u know asap
Sugar Baby 8i8: ok
AmongStarz: something to look forward to
AmongStarz: prolly wont happen, though.
AmongStarz: ugh.
AmongStarz: UGH
AmongStarz: ok i gg work
AmongStarz: mwah i love i miss you thank you for always being there bye bye
Sugar Baby 8i8: bye sweety
Sugar Baby 8i8: MWAH!!