the cycle continues. right back where i was not too long ago. lots of school pressure, financial obligations, fear of the future, family problems, physical ailments... and now a set back in my social life.
well... if you can call what i have a social life.
it just seems like all the other struggles i'm having i can handle... i am confident that i will make it through and be a better person in the end because of them. but when it comes to my relationships with people who aren't attached to me through flesh and blood... i get completely stupid. i love people. i know i have people in my life who care for me and would do anything for me. i would do the same for them. i guess i need to take a few cues from my own advice i gave to a fellow champion earlier this week. the only reason i feel alone is because i keep people away. even though i have those people who would go to the ends of the earth with/for me... i would never let them. i can't even let someone cover a shift for me because im sick without feeling like a complete asshole.
thank you to everyone who has been so understanding. and so supportive. you all make me smile. and to all of you who didn't even notice that i have been out of sorts lately... i guess you should probably be feeling shittie right now... so i'll leave you to that.
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