i just can't feel like more than fun anymore
i can't find a deeper sense of satisfaction
in anything i do
and it doesn't matter who
i am with
or where we go
i have fun

lots of fun.

but fun just doesn't cut it for me, maybe?
why isn't that enough
why do my hands feel so rough
and no one else knows this
cause they just aren't touched like they used to be
my fingers fade into a memory


i fly from these moments of true
to these horribly low moments of blue

i don't say good morning anymore
only goodnight

they don't even notice that i'm alive
even when they give me attention
it's forced and fake
why do i feel like i can't make
up for these mistakes