MikeyJ and I worked on my car today. He is wonderful. Changed the oil, filled up all the fluids, tried to get a new air filter... and he is fixing all the little dings I've accumulated over these few months of my Lot 1 adventures. We went out to eat with my daddy at Chili's. It was yum. Mike is just like my brother, Mike. It's sick. I love him to death and am so glad how things have panned out between us. I just hope we stay good friends. He is just such a quality guy. I'm not letting this one fade away if I can help it.

He got me thinking about my lack of male counterparts. I mean, I used to be a guy's girl... I had very few female friends and a ton of boyz that I just clicked with. I miss that a lot. I really only have my dad, bro and mike now. And don't get me wrong, I love it that I have found females that I can actually stand... but seriously... ever since Matt and I had our... whatever... I have felt a void. I'm going to get that back. I think that is why I was hurting so bad for boyfriendish action. I don't think I was pining for a relationship of the romantic sort... just a quality relationship with a guy in general.

This puts things back into perspective and now I know what's up. I'm very excited about this. Any boyz who are interested in a new female friend... just to fart around with, laugh, waste time, play pong, make music... anything... I'm totally here and willing.