Thursday, July 18, 2002

So today was really weird.

After a mind-numbing 8.5 hours in the office... I head home to G'burg to celebrate my mommy's 55th burfday. Ummn, not so much. Huge throw down with the family... lots of yelling and crying. Not cool.

But just when I thought Mom's burfday had been ruined, we all started talking to each other about the problems... and man... I just let it all out. It was truly one of the most liberating conversations I have ever had. I was calm, collected and respectful, but I made my points. I think my parents now understand why I'm study what I am studying.

Anywho, I'll spare you the details of the issues... but let's just say this is that start of some changes. I just hope it works out. I know it will work out. Because I'm willing to make the effort. No more keeping my mouth shut and waiting for someone else to fix things.

After that weird exchange, I hung out with David for a while. That was really good too. Weird topic of conversation, but very appropriate for our situation. Nothing but goodness. And now I have to make sure I watch some muppet show on sunday night at 10pm. This should be funny.

And THEN I get back to CP and get some really cool songs from Jason (I know too many people named jason. this jason is strago from TGW). And I gotta say...Tool is not that bad... I mean... I'm not into the loud, angry scary screaming stuff... but their lyrics are mind blowing. I'm definitely going to give them a shot. And talking about music got me so pumped up, I started singing some stuff and recording it. Totally sent them to Jason #1 (my amazing guitar buddy from high school) and he apparently liked what he heard. It was fun. yay. goodnes... love.

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