Like I didn't have enough crap to deal with already. Now PB is giving me problems too. Yay. More stress. I am seriously starting to question myself and the decisions I make. I want to quit everything and start all over somewhere new and different. Kinya was right, I have been crying a lot lately. I suck.

But, thanks to Dawn for bein there for me again... it's nice to have someone there who, even though you don't think the same way I do, can still listen, support and understand my situation. I don't know when or how... but you somehow have come to know me very well.

She says I think too much. Too bad I haven't thought of a way to turn my brain off.