honkey tonk holiday

so it's monday morning. i'm only here a half day today. i'm a little jaded about this whole leaving my job thing. there is no excitement about it anymore... it's just like come on already.

xmas is nuts, as usual... and being that i'm never prepared, i have decided not to stress about it. i'd rather enjoy all the fuzzies and forget the fuss. those of you expecting/hoping for cards/presents from me... count on them not reaching your person until after the 25th. hopefully before the new year, though. i'm not that bad (most of the time, anyway).

had a good weekend. rolling with a new crew... meeting some new people. credit goes to my gurls MariB and Kia. got to see Kinya for a bit too. i like good people.

trying not to be too preoccupied with the he issues i had last week... and i think i'm doing a pretty good job. i am blatantly horny and forward about my current status, though. i hope i am not coming across as a shallow whore... cause you all know that ain't how it is. i'm just very... vocal. yes. vocal about my... frustration.

ooga. anyway. enough of that.

i'm trying to remember this little thing i sang in the shower yesterday.

i notice how she tries
to hide
that she's trying
at all

i notice how your hair curls
at the back of your neck
when you forget
to comb through it
with your finger tips.

i notice
when you don't notice me
noticing

ugh. i dunno. it sounded nice at the time.