Thursday, May 12, 2005

i don't really know where to begin.

my trip to connecticut this last week has, in that very cliched way, "put things into perspective." spending so much time with my family and getting so much love and support from the important people in my life has really got me wondering why this sort of intense caring and positive energy only seems to show itself in rare times of socially accepted rites of passages.

because really, i don't want to settle for that. i want more of the good stuff... and this new kick of motivation to go out there and find it is already leading me to places i have forgotten existed.

the hurt and the healing is still all coming along slowly, don't get me wrong. and unfortunately, my uteral issues are perpetuating this high-strung emotional state... but i imagine things should be good to go in 3-5 more days. especially if the weather continues to be as gorgeous as it has been as of late.

sunshine is definitely the best thing for a hopeful heart.

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