all the guilt and none of the pleasure.

i think that is an excellent way to sum up my current state of affairs.

do not feel guilty for being honest.
do not feel guilty for being honest.
do not feel guilty for being honest.

i cannot wait to leave for connecticut next week. 7 fun-filled days with absolutely NO obligations. far, far away from this "whatever" i have created for myself.

excited that colorguard season is almost upon us.

feelin' rather sassy with my new haircut.

change is usually uncomfortable. and i'd rather feel uncomfortable than stressed and depressed beyond belief. if i could only get my leg to stop bouncing and my right eye to stop twitching.

heh heh heh har har nar nar, pffft!