Monday, September 22, 2003

family studies

Things are not well between my brother and I. I speculate that he is unhappy and confused about what he is doing with himself and that is why he is being so moody and irritable. I also speculate that his lack of productivity and contribution to the household is why I am getting so pissy at him.

I hate this. I hate his criticizing and patronizing comments. I hate how he doesn’t do jack shit all day long. I hate that he never accepts my invitations to spend time with my friends and I. I hate that I can’t talk to him without getting upset.

Ugh. Mom and I are at each other’s throats. About stupid crap. And I haven’t even seen my dad in almost 2 weeks.

I wish my family would be willing to go to therapy… but even if they were… we couldn’t afford to go.

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