fucking bittersweetly-bad poetry.

and as i drive on home
in the rain
i can't help but wonder
about you
and what we became

somewhere in between
chicken wings
and silly string
you chose me
and we
we decided to fall in love

but i pretended
i lied to everyone
including myself
i said that you couldn't be
everything
that i want and need

i thought you were a moment
of weakness
a mistake
that i should be ashamed of making

but when i finally admitted
that you were more
that you were worth the risk
karma came back
and gave this love a twist

a love
can't survive
on a wish
just like a heart
can't rely
on a kiss

time and space
have won this round
and that makes it so hard
to let go
even when we both know
that's what it will take

and so i sing my song
to these roads that i drive along

and the water
pouring from the sky
matches the tears
falling from my eyes