i fell up the stairs this morning and tripped over my left shoe.
i pulled my hair out yesterday at the office because the place was an effing zoo.
i burned my finger last night cooking dinner and cried like a baby
and i wasted so much time being useless that i made myself crazy.

my colorguard and i are having a wonderful run this season
and my band director has made things enjoyable beyond reason.
it's a shame that my one passion and success
doesn't bring my budget any money or my mind any rest.

my moving date is drawing closer and closer
but things at home are getting tense and i feel like i'm on a roller coaster
i'm scared about finding a new place of employment
and going to this new city in hopes of finding some sort of social enjoyment.

i look over my blog and realize that i haven't written shit in weeks
but i am just not being inspired... i mean even this poem reeks.